confusion. struggle. money, money, money. one of the greatest traps we get ourselves stuck in... money and all the fear that comes with it. all i want more in life right now is to leave this little city and explore, dream, and create. but a quick reality check and thousands of dollars of debt later, i feel more stuck than i ever have before. im 25 this year. 25! i don't want to be in reno another year, another season, another, other, other.. i need to break away and breath for once, on my own for once, live for once. ...but how?
the roots penetrate my frail wings,
as the salty tears cascade into the rain.
what to remember: perception. it's all in my perception. and matter is all an illusion. creation is only a thought away. the secret. my secret. wish it, believe it, own it. and it will come. it will be. my manifestation.
love always.
i am missing him.
